This heart-wrenching novel tells a tragic story about Cal, who loses something that is impossible to replace. Now, he must pick up the pieces and come to terms with his loss. Cal’s authentic voice will evoke a myriad of emotions from the reader. …this tale of friendship, trust, and resilience will be hard for fans of realistic fiction to put down.
— Maia Raynor, VOYA Teen Reviewer.
Cal and Spencer’s friendship is strong given the trauma they suffered, and it is the highlight of the novel. This novel can be recommended to fans of tragic love stories à la John Green and Rainbow Rowell

In less than a second…
… two of the things Cal Ryan cares most about–a promising baseball career and Lizzie, one of his best friends–are gone forever.

In the hours that follow…
…Cal’s damaged heart is replaced. But his life will never be the same.

Everyone expects him to pick up the pieces and move on.

But Lizzie is gone, and all that remains for Cal is an overwhelming sense that her death was his fault. And a voice in his head that just…won’t…stop.

Cal thought he and his friends could overcome any obstacle. But grief might be the one exception.

And that might take a lifetime to accept…